Losing and Life Lesson
There is always this type of guys coming into your life as lessons and left after the teaching to you done There is this guy who used to treat you well like a sister, another moment as a girl and other moments like what friends are. There is no such thing like having feeling towards each other Hanging out, having trips, randomly doing something silly or being way to dependent to do even small things might happen There is no...

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Some
Sometimes, I get annoyed without even knowing But my feelings for you haven’t changed Maybe I’m the weird one, I thought As I struggled by myself While tossing and turning alone in an empty room The TV plays reruns of yesterday’s drama As I hold my phone that doesn’t ring until I sleep These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not What...

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Cintaku di Pulau Sebelah
That “Cintaku di Pulau Sebelah” photograph that made me get bullied For what? Of course for the arrow that pointed to the neighbor land, where one guy I used to like in the past living. I just wonder why I like this picture anyway, it pointed to the land beside me while I don’t really know where he will be Being single is the mistakable position anyway, even when you deny being in a relationship with someone people tend to...

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Afraid
Afraid to fall down from heights, afraid to cross the bridge while watching around me Afraid to fall in love again That would be the same feeling to have here Afraid of heights is one thing I have for long, I will mumble or scream when my fear reach its limit Same thing going to happen when my fear of falling in love happen For all this 23 years I've lived, broken heart and being ignored or being left are...

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Wet Outbond in Gazebo Daun KPP 721
   ICV atau Internal Corporate Value adalah semacam outbond yang diadakan oleh kantor - kantor pajak di tiap smeesternya. Setelah penempatan bulan Juli lalu, akhirnya outbond semester ini diadakan di tengah bulan November. Yeaay, kesempatan bisa ikut setelah sebelumnya hampir tabrakan dengan acara kondangan dan ke Pulau Bala Balagan. ICV KPP PRatama Balikpapan, atau KPP 721 kali ini diadakan di Gazebo Daun yang terletak di Kilo 10 Balikpapan-Samarinda. Ekspektasi dan realita acara outbond semacam ini kadang memang berbeda. Kelihatannya cuaca...

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Goodbye First Love
I’m saying this to my five years one sided love The one I really loved and always compare to every guy I meet in life It’s unfair to always do this, maybe first love to me supposed not to succeed Goodbye and take care you there I’m doing this for my heart to be at ease I don’t wanna feel burden anymore while loving in only one side I don’t wanna wait for the one who’s not willing to come...

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Marriage and Wedding Invitations
Reaching the end of this year, wedding invitations keep coming uncontrolably.. Reading one by one of the words, spelling the names mentioned on it, familiar names keep appearing One by one, slow but sure my friends around start to move on to the next life journey Make a vow to spend the rest of their lifes together, building a new clan from their own Happiness and sadness come the same time Happy to witness your very friends getting married to...

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Memoirs of DTSD
pelepasan ballon after penutupan      Bertemu untuk berpisah kembali, itulah kami, dipisahkan oleh SK dengan jarak terukur dari Sabang sampai Merauke, disebar ke sekian kantor pajak se Indonesia raya dan sekarang dipertemukan oleh ST yang mengharuskan kami datang ke ibukota, campur aduk rasanya. Dua diklat kami jalani secara marathon, setelah DTU yang penuh debu, kini DTSD (Diklat Teknis Substantive Dasar) yang mengharuskan kami kuliah lagi selama tiga minggu. Datang dengan hati riang gembira, menjalani diklat dengan jadwal yang luar...

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One fine night in Filosofi Kopi
   Having almost all 400 people gathering in Purnawarman is a good chance to meet old friends. One side it's great to be able too see those guys, another side it is a disadvantage for people with no geng like me. Old classes during college life I have are gathering here, 1J,2B, and 3O, the people remains the same but the priorities dont. This one prefer the 2nd year class, this one prefer the last year class, and this one...

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Get Swayed
Feeling blue out of nowhere Feeling something coming up to be really important seeing the one you used to forget being the reason for you to smile again Seeing him making you stay awake from the boredom Seeing him bring you the mood you're ruining everyday Seeing the person you can't never talk to properly and find him smiling is the addictive thing happen again Those old times when you nearly completely forgot him disappear in a second Here he...

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