Pernah Patah Hati
   Patah hati, menjadi topik yang tak pernah ada habisnya untuk dibahas apalagi memasuki usia usia 20 an dimana pencarian jati diri dan pasangan hidup masih berlanjut, pencarian yang masih mengombang ambingkan perjalanan sebelum sampai tujuan. Melihat satu persatu teman, sahabat dekat memasuki fase hidup yang belum dimasuki terkadang membawa hati ini merasa sedih. Meskipun juga turut bahagia menyaksikan sahabat dan orang terkasih memasuki fase baru babak hidup mereka. Tentang kisah cinta, patah hati adalah hal yang lumrah dan wajar...

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Farewell Party Prabajaya Dismissing
   Farewell party alias acara perpisahan kantor yang digelar di halaman kantor ini menandakan kami siap dicerai berai. Bekerja di instansi vertikal yang berada di berbagai wilayah Indonesia ini membuat kita siap tidak siap harus siap dengan segala hal. You like it or not there will be hellos and see you again in another better chances to say to your mates. Balikpapan adalah kota pertama aku ditempatkan, pun sudah kutinggali selama lebih dari tiga tahun dan masih akan berlanjut hingga...

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Commemorating My July 3rd for the 16th Times
   July has been one important month to me since the accident I had started as the most historical day happened in the month. I got burn, bullied verbally and physically by my closest classmates. It was the suckest moment in life I don't wanna remember at that time. After such accident that turned my whole life upside down, having to accept that the burnt left scars in my body and my mentality going on such trial to survive the...

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Enjoying the Rainy Jakarta
  Hai kota kejam kesayangan, setelah sekian bulan tak bersua akhirnya aku kembali lagi menyapamu meskipun hanya sementara waktu karena tugas negara yang menunggu. Terdampar di bandara karena kecerobohan sendiri dan berusaha bertemu sebanyak mungkin circle yang tercerai berai di ibukota nyatanya tinggal selama empat hari terasa sebentar saja. Jakarta sedang murung murungnya dan sedang hujan sederas derasnya ketika aku datang. Hari pertama terasa begitu melelahkan dan akhirnya lebih banyak kuhabiskan waktu di tempat tidur tanpa kemana mana, memandang hujan...

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The Stories of A Growing Up Girl
   Some people may say this kind of girl who's going out with just everyone is the type of the girl who's ended up being left behind. The girl who will always ended up in friendzone, travelzone, cieezone, kakak adek zone or whatever the zone you may call. The girl who loves to go to places alone and being hard to approach since she's building up her solitude wall. You may call her whatever you want but you never know...

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Being a Quarter of Century Age!
Waking up not so early and hear no phone ringing, the birthday notifications came from the member card I used to register, Pands, Kaskus, and several others. How iritating! I don't really into birthday girl but after time to time having friends who celebrate. I tend to do so. As the clock ticking, the birthday wishes flooding in many chat groups, parents sending message and many more. And it's raining hard today hahaha what a day! Being a quarter of...

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Cubicle Worker’s Life
   Two more days to end my 24 years of life and welcoming my quarter life crisis phase which is 25. Work is not getting more fun, more people moved out and this office feels so creepy. These two days I feel the hatred fulfilling my lungs since my fellowworkers were taken away by the building beside. Sucks, it is. The atmosphere of working in this area is not as good as before. You feel like want to leave soon...

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Happy Mothers Day
It's not celebration or commemoration or something else close to that I just wanna wish you a great life and healthy always Please be happy mom, I wholeheartedly wish it Although last time I came home we were in such big love hate relationship I can never hate you Happy Mothers Day, everyday, not only today! I love you!!

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Sceptical
I am just in the mood of going everywhere but my pocket won't let me. Nowadays guys around me, the judgemental environment, same routine, boring situation and less enjoy so many times driving myself crazy. I keep thinking the unecessary things. I keep stressing myself unconsciously. I smile happily but not that wide when boredom strikes me. I become the person I say I don't wanna be. I grow becoming sceptical, I lessen my words and show not so nice...

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Menolak Tua, cerita wanita yang hampir seperempat abad
   Bertambah tua itu pasti bagi setiap orang, tapi tidak dengan kedewasaan yang dimilikinya. Bertambah usia tapi tetap berjiwa muda pun tak mutlak dimiliki setiap orang. Si gadis yang hampir seperempat abad ini salah satunya, bergesernya umur dari belasan hingga ke titik dua puluhan terkadang melenakannya dan lupa telah berada di usia dewasa. Usia yang merangkak menuju angka dua puluh lima setahun lagi agaknya membuatnya semakin menyadari berbagai hal yang tampak berbeda dari yang biasa terjadi di kesehariannya. Satu persatu...

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