Numbness
I don't feel any highs or lows that much lately, 2020 has been hard on everyone including me. I was stressed, almost depressed, being in lockdown faraway from my loved ones, surviving alone but actually not alone since everyone are struggling to survive the pandemic, emotionally drained from many things. But eventually I made it to 2021 The whole year my 28 years old age wasted, but manage to stay alive with the conditions i have I had my heart...

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My Bullying Story
[caption id="attachment_1811" align="aligncenter" width="258"] swipe the worries away babe[/caption] Bullying can be experienced from many relations not only kid to another kids, person to person, or groups but can also from parents to kids or the opposite. Being bullied for not being the kids as our parents expected? Being bullied for failing in relationships or being unmarried? Being bullied verbally and mentally as a kid? Being bullied for our lack of achievements in other people points of view? Or other...

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Another July 3rd Story
We all have our bad chapter happening in life that turn us to be the person we are today. Some are good experience, some are bad, but in the end we will be grateful for what happened to us. Mine has many part of bad chapters that I wanna escape but turns out I am fully grateful now. I was just a 10 years old school girl who's enjoying her school days when this bad chapter happened. I remember this...

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Pernah Patah Hati
   Patah hati, menjadi topik yang tak pernah ada habisnya untuk dibahas apalagi memasuki usia usia 20 an dimana pencarian jati diri dan pasangan hidup masih berlanjut, pencarian yang masih mengombang ambingkan perjalanan sebelum sampai tujuan. Melihat satu persatu teman, sahabat dekat memasuki fase hidup yang belum dimasuki terkadang membawa hati ini merasa sedih. Meskipun juga turut bahagia menyaksikan sahabat dan orang terkasih memasuki fase baru babak hidup mereka. Tentang kisah cinta, patah hati adalah hal yang lumrah dan wajar...

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Farewell Party Prabajaya Dismissing
   Farewell party alias acara perpisahan kantor yang digelar di halaman kantor ini menandakan kami siap dicerai berai. Bekerja di instansi vertikal yang berada di berbagai wilayah Indonesia ini membuat kita siap tidak siap harus siap dengan segala hal. You like it or not there will be hellos and see you again in another better chances to say to your mates. Balikpapan adalah kota pertama aku ditempatkan, pun sudah kutinggali selama lebih dari tiga tahun dan masih akan berlanjut hingga...

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Commemorating My July 3rd for the 16th Times
   July has been one important month to me since the accident I had started as the most historical day happened in the month. I got burn, bullied verbally and physically by my closest classmates. It was the suckest moment in life I don't wanna remember at that time. After such accident that turned my whole life upside down, having to accept that the burnt left scars in my body and my mentality going on such trial to survive the...

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Enjoying the Rainy Jakarta
  Hai kota kejam kesayangan, setelah sekian bulan tak bersua akhirnya aku kembali lagi menyapamu meskipun hanya sementara waktu karena tugas negara yang menunggu. Terdampar di bandara karena kecerobohan sendiri dan berusaha bertemu sebanyak mungkin circle yang tercerai berai di ibukota nyatanya tinggal selama empat hari terasa sebentar saja. Jakarta sedang murung murungnya dan sedang hujan sederas derasnya ketika aku datang. Hari pertama terasa begitu melelahkan dan akhirnya lebih banyak kuhabiskan waktu di tempat tidur tanpa kemana mana, memandang hujan...

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The Stories of A Growing Up Girl
   Some people may say this kind of girl who's going out with just everyone is the type of the girl who's ended up being left behind. The girl who will always ended up in friendzone, travelzone, cieezone, kakak adek zone or whatever the zone you may call. The girl who loves to go to places alone and being hard to approach since she's building up her solitude wall. You may call her whatever you want but you never know...

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Being a Quarter of Century Age!
Waking up not so early and hear no phone ringing, the birthday notifications came from the member card I used to register, Pands, Kaskus, and several others. How iritating! I don't really into birthday girl but after time to time having friends who celebrate. I tend to do so. As the clock ticking, the birthday wishes flooding in many chat groups, parents sending message and many more. And it's raining hard today hahaha what a day! Being a quarter of...

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